So I finally made it home after 2 long unbearable weeks in Jacksonville. It felt like a year since the last time I had seen Aaron. It was really nice seeing him again. I missed him so much and it killed me the entire 2 weeks I was there.
Not much was accomplished in my 2 weeks there. We had a couple days that we had aircraft maintenance to do, but for the most part it was dead. We sat around and did absolutely nothing for the entire 2 weeks basically. I would text and talk to aaron as much as I could while I was there being miserable.
Before I left I had to have my computer repaired and they came to the house to put in a new motherboard. At the same time they were supposed to replace the hinges on the monitor. They came to put in the motherboard but failed to replace the hinges on the monitor. I called to have them come out again to put the new hinges on the monitor and they told me that they were just going to replace the computer. So as I was away they were supposed to build my computer and send it to me and was supposed to take 2 weeks for me to get it which would have been perfect. well little did I know they were going to send me a refurbished computer, which I was very unhappy about.
I called dell and they had told me that because my computer was more than 30 days out of a year they couldn't send me a new computer and I was very irrate about this considering that they told me they were going to send me a new computer and not a refurbished one. So I just gave up on the idea while I was there due to the fact that i knew that nothing was going to change and that if I wanted the new computer I would just have to live with it.
Also as you all know my tv was broke before I left thanks to the tv repair guy. I was really pissed off about that. I called LG and they had agreed to swap out the tv for a new one. When I returned home I had to call the phone number for best buy that LG had sent me to arrange the swap, However upon calling them I had been transferred like 5 times and took over 30 mins before I had gotten to the correct department. but after all was said and done I got to the correct department where they had said that I was good to go with the exchange.
But I had the last 2 weeks from hell, because not only did I have issues with my computer and my tv, but I also had issues with my cell phone as well. My phone kept turning itself off and then back on. I brought it to Verizon Wireless where they were to do an exchange into a new phone. I had not really liked either of the phones they had to offer me and were really rude to me because I was taking my time on picking out a phone. I mean I kind of liked the samsung they had to offer me but the manager wouldn't exchange my extra home charger that I had which made me not want to go with the samsung phone. I mean why get a different phone if I cant have all the same accessories that I paid for right? But I wound up getting the same LG phone that I had and had the same problems with it. I called the district manager and they arranged an even swap of the phone and gave me the samsung and exchanged all of my accessories for me. So far so good even though they had to swap out the brand new phone once, but after careful review of everything I'm thinking it was all because of lack of memory in the phone but we will soon find out.
Yesterday I had a long 3 hour drive back from Jacksonville. I wanted to just drive back and surprise aaron but I couldn't. I hate holding back surprises. It did work out though because we got released early just after 9 in the morning. I left and by the time he woke up i only had an hour and a half left to drive. So that wasn't too bad at all. I was really excited to see him when he walked out of the door at his moms house.
Last night we went to the store to get a few things and we had some sex. I'm still waiting for the rest of it. LMAO... But yea it was really fun. We haven't had sex or seen each other for 2 weeks so it was nice to get some catchup on all of that. Today we have some plans that we need to take care of. We need to run to st. petersburg and get my new tv and we need to stop at my storage unit. hopefully it is still open by the time I get there. I mean it is after 1pm now and aaron is still sleeping. I don't know why but i am about to wake his ass up.
Anyway I am out of things to talk about. that is about everything that has happened in 2 weeks wrapped up in a nutshell. I missed all of you guys and aaron. But now I am home and things should return to normal. I love you guys and I will see you all in chat. Thanks to all of you that had sent me e-mails while I was away they were very greatly appreciated. I love you guys see you all tonight. Muah...
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Sunday, June 8, 2008
Really Starting To Hate Jacksonville!!!
Ok so as most of you already know I've been stuck here in Jacksonville since the 29th of may. Yes, Ewwwww. I really do hate it here and can't wait to get home. They don't leave any time to have fun really at all here. They set a curfew to 11pm and if I'm not back by then the gate is locked and I'm on my own to find a place to stay for the night.
So I've talked to Aaron quite a bit since Ive been here and I really do miss him alot. When I get home we are going to be spending a substancial amount of time together. It is well needed. There is quite a bit I want to do with him when I get home such as going to the beach. I am really going through beach withdrawls right now. We have plans to go visit lexie in Lakeland where she is being watched until Aaron moves into an apartment, which when my time is up I will be moving into as well.
We are in a rush to get an apartment due to the fact that Aarons moms boyfriend limited the amount of time that aaron was allowed to live in their house. So he is in need of an apartment right away. But as most of you already know his financial situation is really tight due to not having a job. Luckily he got hired by publix supermarkets and will hopefully start work this week.
Enough about that. My week had gone by really slow since I've been here. We haven't really done much at all around here other than really sit around. Yesterday I got off early and all I could do is stay by my cott all night. The most interesting thing that happened all night last night was that Aaron and me had phone sex. This is very unusual due to the fact that both aaron and myself both don't do phone sex. But it was fun and we both got off. No I didnt get off in front of everyone else it was like 3am in the bathroom where nobody was around.
So far there is nothing else planned for this week at all. This is the last week that I have to spend here and I will be back in the house late saturday night. I can't wait to get home and see my baby. We will be spending lots of time together so definately keep an eye out for us. We will be really busy in the days following my return home. We will be planning our trips to the beach and all kinds of things we want to do. Also apartment hunting since aaron has to be out of his moms house by the end of this month.
Its funny how fast time flies. I can't believe its already june. In 2 months my contract will be expired and I will no longer be a CBL boy. Yes it is sad and I don't know where the time went. I don't know what I am going to do without all of you. I love all of the members so much. But you have 2 more months of me and guess what? You will still see me in chats cause I will be making sure aaron and myself keep chatting with you guys. But thats not to worry about until august. Anyway I will see you all in chat at the end of the week. Love you all and look for my next diary next week. Muahs
So I've talked to Aaron quite a bit since Ive been here and I really do miss him alot. When I get home we are going to be spending a substancial amount of time together. It is well needed. There is quite a bit I want to do with him when I get home such as going to the beach. I am really going through beach withdrawls right now. We have plans to go visit lexie in Lakeland where she is being watched until Aaron moves into an apartment, which when my time is up I will be moving into as well.
We are in a rush to get an apartment due to the fact that Aarons moms boyfriend limited the amount of time that aaron was allowed to live in their house. So he is in need of an apartment right away. But as most of you already know his financial situation is really tight due to not having a job. Luckily he got hired by publix supermarkets and will hopefully start work this week.
Enough about that. My week had gone by really slow since I've been here. We haven't really done much at all around here other than really sit around. Yesterday I got off early and all I could do is stay by my cott all night. The most interesting thing that happened all night last night was that Aaron and me had phone sex. This is very unusual due to the fact that both aaron and myself both don't do phone sex. But it was fun and we both got off. No I didnt get off in front of everyone else it was like 3am in the bathroom where nobody was around.
So far there is nothing else planned for this week at all. This is the last week that I have to spend here and I will be back in the house late saturday night. I can't wait to get home and see my baby. We will be spending lots of time together so definately keep an eye out for us. We will be really busy in the days following my return home. We will be planning our trips to the beach and all kinds of things we want to do. Also apartment hunting since aaron has to be out of his moms house by the end of this month.
Its funny how fast time flies. I can't believe its already june. In 2 months my contract will be expired and I will no longer be a CBL boy. Yes it is sad and I don't know where the time went. I don't know what I am going to do without all of you. I love all of the members so much. But you have 2 more months of me and guess what? You will still see me in chats cause I will be making sure aaron and myself keep chatting with you guys. But thats not to worry about until august. Anyway I will see you all in chat at the end of the week. Love you all and look for my next diary next week. Muahs
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
last few days with Aaron
Ok so you all know that I had to leave for my military time on thursday. I knew that it was going to be really rough being without aaron this entire time. I don't know how I'm going to survive it without him being with me.
The last time I came here for an extended period of time was in April. At that time it was only for one week. I thought that was unbearable. But being here and knowing that its 2 weeks before I can see him again it really does make the time go by really slow. I kind of feel like I'm riding on a snails back. I just can't wait until I get to see my baby again. I love him so much and when i get home I hope he is planning on some good sex when I get there.
Ok so I got here on Thursday. Things got off to a very unorganized start here. The first day which was on thursday I had to leave at 3am. I got here at about 7:50. Our work day started at 8. This was the longest day so far. I was dead tired because I didn't get to go to bed until like 1am and had to be up at 330 to get ready to leave. Also we didn't do anything on thursday at all.
The higher enlisted people had no idea where we were going to sleep when we got here, so we were all worried about what our sleeping arrangements were going to be. Later in the evening it was decided that we were going to stay in the upstairs gym in the hangar. So we go up there and its actually pretty comfortable. There is airconditioning and all so that is really nice. And let me tell you my bed is across from a really hot boy. Makes me want to cum my pants without touching myself.
The following day things started to improve. We had started to learn to drive all of the big trucks and anything that had an engine in it we had to all get a license for. This took over 3 years from the ohio national guard. So what took 3 years in ohio only took 3 days here in florida. I do have to say that I did have fun learning to drive all the vehicles.
The food here is ok I guess. Some days the food is good and there are days that it is horrendous. Today's meal I really enjoyed. It was chinese beef with vegetables. It really did come out good. Although my stomach isn't really getting along with the food from here. Hopefully things will get a little better here and I'm trying to make the time move along alot faster than it is. I can only do too much. The rest is up to the clock.
Ok so now we are 3 days done with our 3 weeks here. I just can't wait until I leave here so that I can go see Aaron. I miss him more than anything right now. I try to talk to him as much as I can while I'm here but it gets really hard with my work schedule and his sleep schedule. As some of you might already know, Aaron has been a little ill. He went to the hospital yesterday to find out that he had tonsilitus. They threw him into a cab and sent him to a doctors office where they had stuck a large needle into his throat and had removed 3 very large syringes full of puss and blood out of the back of his throat. Yea I know gross.
Fortunately he is ok now. They have him pumped full of pain medication and some antibiotics. This is probably the worst time of Aarons life right now with all the stuff that is going on with him at this point of his life. This is just more bills that are going to be piling up on him. Luckily he has a second interview with publix on Thursday. I'm hoping that he gets that job because he really does need it.
But yea everything with me is going good so far and I'm hoping the time here will go quickly. I really want to get out of here and see aaron and get back to you guys. I miss you all as well. But check back for my next diary to see how everything has been going here. I will pop in and out of chat to say hi and don't you worry I'll be home before you know it. I love you guys and I will see you guys soon. Muahs.
The last time I came here for an extended period of time was in April. At that time it was only for one week. I thought that was unbearable. But being here and knowing that its 2 weeks before I can see him again it really does make the time go by really slow. I kind of feel like I'm riding on a snails back. I just can't wait until I get to see my baby again. I love him so much and when i get home I hope he is planning on some good sex when I get there.
Ok so I got here on Thursday. Things got off to a very unorganized start here. The first day which was on thursday I had to leave at 3am. I got here at about 7:50. Our work day started at 8. This was the longest day so far. I was dead tired because I didn't get to go to bed until like 1am and had to be up at 330 to get ready to leave. Also we didn't do anything on thursday at all.
The higher enlisted people had no idea where we were going to sleep when we got here, so we were all worried about what our sleeping arrangements were going to be. Later in the evening it was decided that we were going to stay in the upstairs gym in the hangar. So we go up there and its actually pretty comfortable. There is airconditioning and all so that is really nice. And let me tell you my bed is across from a really hot boy. Makes me want to cum my pants without touching myself.
The following day things started to improve. We had started to learn to drive all of the big trucks and anything that had an engine in it we had to all get a license for. This took over 3 years from the ohio national guard. So what took 3 years in ohio only took 3 days here in florida. I do have to say that I did have fun learning to drive all the vehicles.
The food here is ok I guess. Some days the food is good and there are days that it is horrendous. Today's meal I really enjoyed. It was chinese beef with vegetables. It really did come out good. Although my stomach isn't really getting along with the food from here. Hopefully things will get a little better here and I'm trying to make the time move along alot faster than it is. I can only do too much. The rest is up to the clock.
Ok so now we are 3 days done with our 3 weeks here. I just can't wait until I leave here so that I can go see Aaron. I miss him more than anything right now. I try to talk to him as much as I can while I'm here but it gets really hard with my work schedule and his sleep schedule. As some of you might already know, Aaron has been a little ill. He went to the hospital yesterday to find out that he had tonsilitus. They threw him into a cab and sent him to a doctors office where they had stuck a large needle into his throat and had removed 3 very large syringes full of puss and blood out of the back of his throat. Yea I know gross.
Fortunately he is ok now. They have him pumped full of pain medication and some antibiotics. This is probably the worst time of Aarons life right now with all the stuff that is going on with him at this point of his life. This is just more bills that are going to be piling up on him. Luckily he has a second interview with publix on Thursday. I'm hoping that he gets that job because he really does need it.
But yea everything with me is going good so far and I'm hoping the time here will go quickly. I really want to get out of here and see aaron and get back to you guys. I miss you all as well. But check back for my next diary to see how everything has been going here. I will pop in and out of chat to say hi and don't you worry I'll be home before you know it. I love you guys and I will see you guys soon. Muahs.
Monday, May 26, 2008
Another long week of work
Well another active week at work standing all day in the gardening dept in the hot humid sun. I have to goto active duty for two weeks and i don't wanna go because i am going to miss Aaron and the sleeping arrangements suck. It would not be so bad if they placed me in a hotel. We pretty much stayed at the house when i was not working. Aaron finished his community service and got some more. How has not started doing toughs hours yet. I helped Aaron clean his moms gutters and that was pretty nasty. Aaron was being all butch drinking beer and cleaning off the roof. That was a sight to see. I helped Aaron fix his moms water fall the next day it looks really nice. Then Aaron decided to get on top of the roof of his moms den and cut a huge branch off a tree and threw it off the roof. It almost took all the windows out on the two doors. But he did not miss his moms stainless steel grill. The branch of course landed on it and put a huge dent in it. I tried to tell him to cut it into pieces but he was being stupid and lazy. I think the beer may have been a factor too. His mom was like as long as you did not break the temperature gage its okayyyyy HA HA. We had a new app come in name is Lance. He is really cool. Lance likes to jack off all the time for the members. I guess that is apart of being only twenty years old and being single. Chris does not like him because Lance insulted him. Saying nobody likes Anna Nicole but they only watched her to see what stupid things she would do next just like Chris's chats. He said it not me... So Chris called Johnathon and Zac and starting bitching at them and threw a temper tantrum. Freaking out all over the house. Lance just said he said his piece and that was it. Then me Aaron and Lance went to the waffel house and ate dinner after debating for three hours what we where going to do for dinner. Then i went to bed and Aaron hung out with Lance drinking beer and downloaded music all night. That is pretty much it. I am gonna be gone for two weeks when i go into active duty. So i will see you all again when i get back. I will have allot more to say when i get back in my next diary. Love you all.
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Good Week
So far this week has been pretty good. I spent alot of time with aaron as usual. We did quite a few things together.
Work is going pretty rough with me. It is the only job I can get right now so I'm making sure not to screw that up. I need to get my bills paid somehow. Food isn't free even though some people seem to think it is. I have lots of bills to get caught up and lots of things that need to be done to my car to get it back into shape.
Things with me and Aaron are going good. We had a really nice week actually. We had gone to dinner at carrabas. Thanks to one of the members it was his bday present to Aaron. That was so nice of him. We had gone to the beach and had a nice day at the beach. From there we had gone and we went to have a couple drinks at alibi in st petersburg. We then returned back to the beach to watch the sun set over the water. It really was romantic.
Thursday go figure is the day that Aaron decided he was going to stay at his moms house. He has always had some bad timing. But anyway he decided he was going to stay at his moms house because he hadn't stayed there in a while. I always wish he would stay with me here. But it turned out that was the day that Rich came up from orlando.
When Rich got here we all hopped in the car and headed for club copa in Ybor city. I had to take my own car so I could pick up Aaron. which I wish I didn't have to pick him up cause I really can't afford the gas with this pay check. But we all went to club Copa and we all had a good time. This club is really nice inside. It has a waterfall along the wall and in the center of the bar it has a running stream. It really is cool.
Anyway things are going good with the job and all so far. I'm slowly starting to adapt to the heat but I don't think I will ever be able to get used to it. I just need to wait and see about getting an indoor job. I really miss doing my administrative stuff. Plus I want to go back to school and The Home Depot isn't going to make that possible so I need to figure something out. Another thing I really hate about my job is I hate working nights. I don't mind working weekends but I really hate working nights. I like steady shifts as well. Home Depot cannot offer me that.
Hopefully sometime soon I will run into something really good. One can only pray right? So far luck hasn't been on my side with the exception of aaron. He was a gift from god. About the only one.
Hopefully luck will change for me and things will get better. I don't know why I have the worst luck in the world, but I do know that I really don't deserve it. I think that saying that good things come to good people is a crock. But anyway next week is a new week. check back and see what the new week has to bring. Love you guys and I'll see you all in chat.
Work is going pretty rough with me. It is the only job I can get right now so I'm making sure not to screw that up. I need to get my bills paid somehow. Food isn't free even though some people seem to think it is. I have lots of bills to get caught up and lots of things that need to be done to my car to get it back into shape.
Things with me and Aaron are going good. We had a really nice week actually. We had gone to dinner at carrabas. Thanks to one of the members it was his bday present to Aaron. That was so nice of him. We had gone to the beach and had a nice day at the beach. From there we had gone and we went to have a couple drinks at alibi in st petersburg. We then returned back to the beach to watch the sun set over the water. It really was romantic.
Thursday go figure is the day that Aaron decided he was going to stay at his moms house. He has always had some bad timing. But anyway he decided he was going to stay at his moms house because he hadn't stayed there in a while. I always wish he would stay with me here. But it turned out that was the day that Rich came up from orlando.
When Rich got here we all hopped in the car and headed for club copa in Ybor city. I had to take my own car so I could pick up Aaron. which I wish I didn't have to pick him up cause I really can't afford the gas with this pay check. But we all went to club Copa and we all had a good time. This club is really nice inside. It has a waterfall along the wall and in the center of the bar it has a running stream. It really is cool.
Anyway things are going good with the job and all so far. I'm slowly starting to adapt to the heat but I don't think I will ever be able to get used to it. I just need to wait and see about getting an indoor job. I really miss doing my administrative stuff. Plus I want to go back to school and The Home Depot isn't going to make that possible so I need to figure something out. Another thing I really hate about my job is I hate working nights. I don't mind working weekends but I really hate working nights. I like steady shifts as well. Home Depot cannot offer me that.
Hopefully sometime soon I will run into something really good. One can only pray right? So far luck hasn't been on my side with the exception of aaron. He was a gift from god. About the only one.
Hopefully luck will change for me and things will get better. I don't know why I have the worst luck in the world, but I do know that I really don't deserve it. I think that saying that good things come to good people is a crock. But anyway next week is a new week. check back and see what the new week has to bring. Love you guys and I'll see you all in chat.
Monday, May 12, 2008
Long Week
Well this week as all of you may know I started at my new job. I haven't had a job in 4 months cause the job market has just been horrible. well the computer training wasn't all that bad. Well what I thought was bad really didn't turn out to be bad at all.
I started on my computer training on monday and It was long. It was very excrutiatingly long. I didnt think it was going to end. I did all this from monday through Thurs. I had tried to rush my trainings as fast as possible so I could get out of my computer training. Little did I know that I wish I was in that room for my whole career...
Thursday I finished my trainings early. They had put me in my department a day early. I had been excited that I was finally going to get to my department and do some work. Well I got there and it was really hot out. I don't handle the heat very well at all. I am one of those people that when its hot out I get really irritable and I get headaches.
The past week has been very long for me because I still have not yet gotten used to the heat. I have been really irritable and had starter headaches. I can't seem to drink enough water to stay hydrated at all. I spend more time at the water fountain than I think I'm supposed to and Its definately not enough. I am at the point where I don't know what I am supposed to do and I think that one of these days come august I will be in an ambulance headed to the hospital.
Anyway other than work everything has been good with me. Me and Aaron have been doing good. There are still those things that really bug me about him. Like for instance it seems that he tends to have his priorities in the wrong place sometimes. He had to go to community service on saturday but friday night he stayed up all night drinking and got drunk. Come saturday he wouldn't wake up and go to his community service. But it also seems that he favors his computer and phone over trying to spend time with me.
I try my best to give him the best. The only thing I ever expect back in return is that he show me a little more affection. I feel that to him its more work than it is a want for him to want to show me the affection that I like to receive. I am the kind of person that likes alot of attention. I am the first to admit that. To me I feel like aaron doesnt show me enough. I just feel that he doesn't care about my feelings the way I wish he would. I guess this is why I get upset alot.
anyway other than that things are fine. I'm hoping that things get better at work. Maybe I'll start to adapt to the heat a little better. Who knows. But look for me in next weeks diary. love you guys talk to you all in chat.
I started on my computer training on monday and It was long. It was very excrutiatingly long. I didnt think it was going to end. I did all this from monday through Thurs. I had tried to rush my trainings as fast as possible so I could get out of my computer training. Little did I know that I wish I was in that room for my whole career...
Thursday I finished my trainings early. They had put me in my department a day early. I had been excited that I was finally going to get to my department and do some work. Well I got there and it was really hot out. I don't handle the heat very well at all. I am one of those people that when its hot out I get really irritable and I get headaches.
The past week has been very long for me because I still have not yet gotten used to the heat. I have been really irritable and had starter headaches. I can't seem to drink enough water to stay hydrated at all. I spend more time at the water fountain than I think I'm supposed to and Its definately not enough. I am at the point where I don't know what I am supposed to do and I think that one of these days come august I will be in an ambulance headed to the hospital.
Anyway other than work everything has been good with me. Me and Aaron have been doing good. There are still those things that really bug me about him. Like for instance it seems that he tends to have his priorities in the wrong place sometimes. He had to go to community service on saturday but friday night he stayed up all night drinking and got drunk. Come saturday he wouldn't wake up and go to his community service. But it also seems that he favors his computer and phone over trying to spend time with me.
I try my best to give him the best. The only thing I ever expect back in return is that he show me a little more affection. I feel that to him its more work than it is a want for him to want to show me the affection that I like to receive. I am the kind of person that likes alot of attention. I am the first to admit that. To me I feel like aaron doesnt show me enough. I just feel that he doesn't care about my feelings the way I wish he would. I guess this is why I get upset alot.
anyway other than that things are fine. I'm hoping that things get better at work. Maybe I'll start to adapt to the heat a little better. Who knows. But look for me in next weeks diary. love you guys talk to you all in chat.
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
Past Week
This past week was kind of stressful and exciting all at the same time. Not much has happened this past week but there are things that have made it good and things that made it bad. I will explain.
Money still remains tight for me. Food is even tighter. I was supposed to receive a 200 dollar gift card that was supposed to be used for food. However when i got the card it only had $1.63 on it. I was really mad at the fact that someone had used my gift card and I got stuck with nothing. I feel that the cards should have been distributed a little bit more evenly and been distributed differently. As normal nothing became of it and I got screwed once again.
Things with me and Aaron were still the same. Not much has changed. We didn't do too much as usual due to the lack of money. Luckily I was hired by home depot and started that saturday which I will talk more about in a little bit. But mostly what we did was pack Aarons things and moved him into his moms house where he will be staying for a couple months until he gets his things in order.
I was hired by Home depot where I started work on saturday. I was in orientation for Saturday and sunday. Orientation was extremely boring and couldn't wait to get out of there. All I did was watch the second hand turn on the clock. This was not fun at all.
I still am a little stressed out due to the fact that I am wondering if I am going to make it to work for the next week until I get a paycheck. I'm keeping my fingers crossed. However it really sucks that I have to put gas before food. This is the way that the economy is coming to for alot more than just me, and it really is a problem when the government doesn't really care enough about the people that live here to actually do something about it. Thank god we are going to be getting a new president in November. Maybe it will actually do something good for this country for once. My personal belief is that George Bush is a sorry excuse for a president in this country.
But I finished my orientation on sunday which I was very happy about. And started my computer training at my store. This was boring as well but a little less boring than the orientation. Luckily I'll be finished with that real soon and I can actually do my job out in my department. I'm excited that I am actually making some real money for once.
I am still a little stressed out because I have all of my bills that are past due and I have such little money coming in. I have to catch up all of my bills when all of my money comes in with whatever I have available. I am hoping that I have enough left to pay for gas for the next 2 weeks.
The military still hasn't paid me yet but as of last night I was able to find out when I am going to get paid. Unfortunately they were supposed to pay me for mileage and I still have yet to get that money. That money is missing in action and I have no idea when to expect that. I have waited long enough and now I have to wait even longer? What the fuck. I am really pissed off right now. I'm tired of all this shit.
Anyway look for my next diary and see how work went for me during the week. I will tell you all about everything that happened this week. love you all and talk to you in chat.
Money still remains tight for me. Food is even tighter. I was supposed to receive a 200 dollar gift card that was supposed to be used for food. However when i got the card it only had $1.63 on it. I was really mad at the fact that someone had used my gift card and I got stuck with nothing. I feel that the cards should have been distributed a little bit more evenly and been distributed differently. As normal nothing became of it and I got screwed once again.
Things with me and Aaron were still the same. Not much has changed. We didn't do too much as usual due to the lack of money. Luckily I was hired by home depot and started that saturday which I will talk more about in a little bit. But mostly what we did was pack Aarons things and moved him into his moms house where he will be staying for a couple months until he gets his things in order.
I was hired by Home depot where I started work on saturday. I was in orientation for Saturday and sunday. Orientation was extremely boring and couldn't wait to get out of there. All I did was watch the second hand turn on the clock. This was not fun at all.
I still am a little stressed out due to the fact that I am wondering if I am going to make it to work for the next week until I get a paycheck. I'm keeping my fingers crossed. However it really sucks that I have to put gas before food. This is the way that the economy is coming to for alot more than just me, and it really is a problem when the government doesn't really care enough about the people that live here to actually do something about it. Thank god we are going to be getting a new president in November. Maybe it will actually do something good for this country for once. My personal belief is that George Bush is a sorry excuse for a president in this country.
But I finished my orientation on sunday which I was very happy about. And started my computer training at my store. This was boring as well but a little less boring than the orientation. Luckily I'll be finished with that real soon and I can actually do my job out in my department. I'm excited that I am actually making some real money for once.
I am still a little stressed out because I have all of my bills that are past due and I have such little money coming in. I have to catch up all of my bills when all of my money comes in with whatever I have available. I am hoping that I have enough left to pay for gas for the next 2 weeks.
The military still hasn't paid me yet but as of last night I was able to find out when I am going to get paid. Unfortunately they were supposed to pay me for mileage and I still have yet to get that money. That money is missing in action and I have no idea when to expect that. I have waited long enough and now I have to wait even longer? What the fuck. I am really pissed off right now. I'm tired of all this shit.
Anyway look for my next diary and see how work went for me during the week. I will tell you all about everything that happened this week. love you all and talk to you in chat.
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