Another long week of work

Well another active week at work standing all day in the gardening dept in the hot humid sun. I have to goto active duty for two weeks and i don't wanna go because i am going to miss Aaron and the sleeping arrangements suck. It would not be so bad if they placed me in a hotel. We pretty much stayed at the house when i was not working. Aaron finished his community service and got some more. How has not started doing toughs hours yet. I helped Aaron clean his moms gutters and that was pretty nasty. Aaron was being all butch drinking beer and cleaning off the roof. That was a sight to see. I helped Aaron fix his moms water fall the next day it looks really nice. Then Aaron decided to get on top of the roof of his moms den and cut a huge branch off a tree and threw it off the roof. It almost took all the windows out on the two doors. But he did not miss his moms stainless steel grill. The branch of course landed on it and put a huge dent in it. I tried to tell him to cut it into pieces but he was being stupid and lazy. I think the beer may have been a factor too. His mom was like as long as you did not break the temperature gage its okayyyyy HA HA. We had a new app come in name is Lance. He is really cool. Lance likes to jack off all the time for the members. I guess that is apart of being only twenty years old and being single. Chris does not like him because Lance insulted him. Saying nobody likes Anna Nicole but they only watched her to see what stupid things she would do next just like Chris's chats. He said it not me... So Chris called Johnathon and Zac and starting bitching at them and threw a temper tantrum. Freaking out all over the house. Lance just said he said his piece and that was it. Then me Aaron and Lance went to the waffel house and ate dinner after debating for three hours what we where going to do for dinner. Then i went to bed and Aaron hung out with Lance drinking beer and downloaded music all night. That is pretty much it. I am gonna be gone for two weeks when i go into active duty. So i will see you all again when i get back. I will have allot more to say when i get back in my next diary. Love you all.

Good Week

So far this week has been pretty good. I spent alot of time with aaron as usual. We did quite a few things together.
Work is going pretty rough with me. It is the only job I can get right now so I'm making sure not to screw that up. I need to get my bills paid somehow. Food isn't free even though some people seem to think it is. I have lots of bills to get caught up and lots of things that need to be done to my car to get it back into shape.
Things with me and Aaron are going good. We had a really nice week actually. We had gone to dinner at carrabas. Thanks to one of the members it was his bday present to Aaron. That was so nice of him. We had gone to the beach and had a nice day at the beach. From there we had gone and we went to have a couple drinks at alibi in st petersburg. We then returned back to the beach to watch the sun set over the water. It really was romantic.
Thursday go figure is the day that Aaron decided he was going to stay at his moms house. He has always had some bad timing. But anyway he decided he was going to stay at his moms house because he hadn't stayed there in a while. I always wish he would stay with me here. But it turned out that was the day that Rich came up from orlando.
When Rich got here we all hopped in the car and headed for club copa in Ybor city. I had to take my own car so I could pick up Aaron. which I wish I didn't have to pick him up cause I really can't afford the gas with this pay check. But we all went to club Copa and we all had a good time. This club is really nice inside. It has a waterfall along the wall and in the center of the bar it has a running stream. It really is cool.
Anyway things are going good with the job and all so far. I'm slowly starting to adapt to the heat but I don't think I will ever be able to get used to it. I just need to wait and see about getting an indoor job. I really miss doing my administrative stuff. Plus I want to go back to school and The Home Depot isn't going to make that possible so I need to figure something out. Another thing I really hate about my job is I hate working nights. I don't mind working weekends but I really hate working nights. I like steady shifts as well. Home Depot cannot offer me that.
Hopefully sometime soon I will run into something really good. One can only pray right? So far luck hasn't been on my side with the exception of aaron. He was a gift from god. About the only one.
Hopefully luck will change for me and things will get better. I don't know why I have the worst luck in the world, but I do know that I really don't deserve it. I think that saying that good things come to good people is a crock. But anyway next week is a new week. check back and see what the new week has to bring. Love you guys and I'll see you all in chat.

Long Week

Well this week as all of you may know I started at my new job. I haven't had a job in 4 months cause the job market has just been horrible. well the computer training wasn't all that bad. Well what I thought was bad really didn't turn out to be bad at all.
I started on my computer training on monday and It was long. It was very excrutiatingly long. I didnt think it was going to end. I did all this from monday through Thurs. I had tried to rush my trainings as fast as possible so I could get out of my computer training. Little did I know that I wish I was in that room for my whole career...
Thursday I finished my trainings early. They had put me in my department a day early. I had been excited that I was finally going to get to my department and do some work. Well I got there and it was really hot out. I don't handle the heat very well at all. I am one of those people that when its hot out I get really irritable and I get headaches.
The past week has been very long for me because I still have not yet gotten used to the heat. I have been really irritable and had starter headaches. I can't seem to drink enough water to stay hydrated at all. I spend more time at the water fountain than I think I'm supposed to and Its definately not enough. I am at the point where I don't know what I am supposed to do and I think that one of these days come august I will be in an ambulance headed to the hospital.
Anyway other than work everything has been good with me. Me and Aaron have been doing good. There are still those things that really bug me about him. Like for instance it seems that he tends to have his priorities in the wrong place sometimes. He had to go to community service on saturday but friday night he stayed up all night drinking and got drunk. Come saturday he wouldn't wake up and go to his community service. But it also seems that he favors his computer and phone over trying to spend time with me.
I try my best to give him the best. The only thing I ever expect back in return is that he show me a little more affection. I feel that to him its more work than it is a want for him to want to show me the affection that I like to receive. I am the kind of person that likes alot of attention. I am the first to admit that. To me I feel like aaron doesnt show me enough. I just feel that he doesn't care about my feelings the way I wish he would. I guess this is why I get upset alot.
anyway other than that things are fine. I'm hoping that things get better at work. Maybe I'll start to adapt to the heat a little better. Who knows. But look for me in next weeks diary. love you guys talk to you all in chat.

Past Week

This past week was kind of stressful and exciting all at the same time. Not much has happened this past week but there are things that have made it good and things that made it bad. I will explain.
Money still remains tight for me. Food is even tighter. I was supposed to receive a 200 dollar gift card that was supposed to be used for food. However when i got the card it only had $1.63 on it. I was really mad at the fact that someone had used my gift card and I got stuck with nothing. I feel that the cards should have been distributed a little bit more evenly and been distributed differently. As normal nothing became of it and I got screwed once again.
Things with me and Aaron were still the same. Not much has changed. We didn't do too much as usual due to the lack of money. Luckily I was hired by home depot and started that saturday which I will talk more about in a little bit. But mostly what we did was pack Aarons things and moved him into his moms house where he will be staying for a couple months until he gets his things in order.
I was hired by Home depot where I started work on saturday. I was in orientation for Saturday and sunday. Orientation was extremely boring and couldn't wait to get out of there. All I did was watch the second hand turn on the clock. This was not fun at all.
I still am a little stressed out due to the fact that I am wondering if I am going to make it to work for the next week until I get a paycheck. I'm keeping my fingers crossed. However it really sucks that I have to put gas before food. This is the way that the economy is coming to for alot more than just me, and it really is a problem when the government doesn't really care enough about the people that live here to actually do something about it. Thank god we are going to be getting a new president in November. Maybe it will actually do something good for this country for once. My personal belief is that George Bush is a sorry excuse for a president in this country.
But I finished my orientation on sunday which I was very happy about. And started my computer training at my store. This was boring as well but a little less boring than the orientation. Luckily I'll be finished with that real soon and I can actually do my job out in my department. I'm excited that I am actually making some real money for once.
I am still a little stressed out because I have all of my bills that are past due and I have such little money coming in. I have to catch up all of my bills when all of my money comes in with whatever I have available. I am hoping that I have enough left to pay for gas for the next 2 weeks.
The military still hasn't paid me yet but as of last night I was able to find out when I am going to get paid. Unfortunately they were supposed to pay me for mileage and I still have yet to get that money. That money is missing in action and I have no idea when to expect that. I have waited long enough and now I have to wait even longer? What the fuck. I am really pissed off right now. I'm tired of all this shit.
Anyway look for my next diary and see how work went for me during the week. I will tell you all about everything that happened this week. love you all and talk to you in chat.