Long Week

Well this week as all of you may know I started at my new job. I haven't had a job in 4 months cause the job market has just been horrible. well the computer training wasn't all that bad. Well what I thought was bad really didn't turn out to be bad at all.
I started on my computer training on monday and It was long. It was very excrutiatingly long. I didnt think it was going to end. I did all this from monday through Thurs. I had tried to rush my trainings as fast as possible so I could get out of my computer training. Little did I know that I wish I was in that room for my whole career...
Thursday I finished my trainings early. They had put me in my department a day early. I had been excited that I was finally going to get to my department and do some work. Well I got there and it was really hot out. I don't handle the heat very well at all. I am one of those people that when its hot out I get really irritable and I get headaches.
The past week has been very long for me because I still have not yet gotten used to the heat. I have been really irritable and had starter headaches. I can't seem to drink enough water to stay hydrated at all. I spend more time at the water fountain than I think I'm supposed to and Its definately not enough. I am at the point where I don't know what I am supposed to do and I think that one of these days come august I will be in an ambulance headed to the hospital.
Anyway other than work everything has been good with me. Me and Aaron have been doing good. There are still those things that really bug me about him. Like for instance it seems that he tends to have his priorities in the wrong place sometimes. He had to go to community service on saturday but friday night he stayed up all night drinking and got drunk. Come saturday he wouldn't wake up and go to his community service. But it also seems that he favors his computer and phone over trying to spend time with me.
I try my best to give him the best. The only thing I ever expect back in return is that he show me a little more affection. I feel that to him its more work than it is a want for him to want to show me the affection that I like to receive. I am the kind of person that likes alot of attention. I am the first to admit that. To me I feel like aaron doesnt show me enough. I just feel that he doesn't care about my feelings the way I wish he would. I guess this is why I get upset alot.
anyway other than that things are fine. I'm hoping that things get better at work. Maybe I'll start to adapt to the heat a little better. Who knows. But look for me in next weeks diary. love you guys talk to you all in chat.