First Blog

As you all may know I have been at collegeboyslive for about a week and a half and was accepted into collegeboyslive on Friday. During that time I had the opportunity to meet the boys and get to know them. As everyone already knows the first weekend that I was there some drama had occured and tensions arose between me and a couple of the boys in the house. I was very shocked to find out that upon coming back into the house on monday night, Chris had been a little short with me and I was able to tell that he still had tensions towards me. He wasn't the one that I was worried about however. At this point I still had not met Joe, and I was afraid of what might happen upon meeting Joe.
Joe had come into the house and was instantly polite to me and I could tell that he had some tension towards me, but at the same time was trying to accept me as a person. Joe had asked me if I wanted to go with him up to the store and I had instantly agreed. we talked about a bunch of things in the car but had not brought up anything about what happened over the weekend. Upon returning home we had then decided to get chinese food. We got in the car and headed to the chinese food place ordered our food and on the way home he subtly brought up what happened over the weekend. I at this time did not know what to say and kind of just looked at him and was as honest as I could be with him as to what happened but did not volunteer too much information as to compromise my comfort level at that time.
Later that evening Rich from orlando had come up and brough vodka with him and joe brandon and myself ran up to the store to grab coke and some snacks to have with the vodka. Upon arriving home we immediately started to get drunk. As I would get a little more tipsy I was alot more comfortable talking to joe in the kitchen. At this time I let it all out about what happened and why what happened happened. He was completely understanding and understands why what happened happened and he told me that he will allow me to regain his trust an respect in me. I was very excited about that and to this day joe and myself are growing a close relationship.
Chris and I have been starting to get along alot more lately. He does have his days that he gets on peoples nerves but I have learned to just deal with it. I am a very patient person and When he starts to get on my nerves I will usually run off go on my laptop or go talk to chazzy to calm my nerves. For the most part Chris and myself have been starting to get along alot better. Thursday night Chris one of his dates and our friend Brandon from orlando had all gone to Georgies Alibi in St Petersburg with me and chris happened to get really drunk. When we left the bar on the way home Chris was throwing up out my window, and little did I know he was actually puking half inside and half outside my car. I was actually a little furious about this but I let it slide due to the fact that he was really drunk. And I was enraged that the boy he had over said he would help me clean it and he totally ignored me when I asked him for his help. After cleaning that all up I was getting ready for bed becuase I had to work the next morning when brandon from orlando started to reach his hands down my pants and started to take my clothes off... Yes Brandon and I had oral sex. from that point Chazzy and myself had cuddled on the couch where I had fallen asleep and woken up to go to work the next morning. Just for sat and sunday we had come to the orlando house for a little R&R away from the tampa house which was actually quite interesting. We had a good time here I met the new applicant who btw is really cute... hehe... but we bonded and got to know each other and today chazzy and myself had rode the horses.... I'm looking forward to more fun times coming up. I love my stay here so far and I just know that I'm going to continue to love it in the months coming up as well... Well thats all for now, I love you guys and keep checking for next weeks diary